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Friday, October 24, 2008 [♥] 12:21 PM
 dearest damn diary .. well , ii reali dunnoe wad gort into miie . everytiink seemed fine , at first .. jus wen yoos tot dat tiinks cud nebba get any worst , it did .. ii dun wan any1 turh noe wadeva shits iin tokin abt , so iim jus goina hab turh twist da story a little .. here goes , things started out so great .. everytiink was so fine .. mayb ii made a mistake turh jus grab it while ii cud .. lettin da ppl arnd miie hurt . even without noticing how deeply hurt dey were , thanks turh my foolish acts , ii simply let dem down . ii kant bliv dat 'they' stand importantly den miie .. ii mean , ii get it wen ii noe dat 'they' r ur lyfe .. jus by lettin miie wok on my own fer a dae is lyk a nightmare fer miie .. wen every1 was watchin my every move lyk as if ii dun belong in dis world .. if dey'd jus gimme a break fer a minute , den dat wud b well appreciated .. iim nort sum1 hu cud stand on my own .. trust miie , if any1 wud jus wanna giib it a try & let miie , ii'd fall down bleedin . mayb ii din reali realised it wen yoos suddenly bcame , my support .. jus sum1 ii cudnt live without ..ii dunnoe y is my mind crackin miie up . dunnoe if ii shud cry or laugh , or even pretend .. lyk ii owaes do .. its hard , yea it reali is .. turh get sum1 turh understand yoos takes tyme . mayb iim nort da one hu cud understand yoos .. mayb iim nort da gerl hu noes y do yoos do da things yoos did .. mayb ii dun stand anywhr in ur hart .. ii've owaes tried lookin at things in da positive wae . jus so dat ii wont drive maself crazy .. dey ask & dey haunt, ii was alone .. ii tried turh walk awae frm all da things dat wud eventually hurt miie .. but as much as ii may try , its gg turh b nearly impossible fer miie run anymore .. gimme a minute , ii need a sec . ouuhs , tell miie wen will ii eva b freefrm all dis traps ? one dae , jus mayb , wen yoos go out der & enter ur new world , wud yoos jus leave miie behind lyk ii predicted , wen ii noe dat mayb ur betta off without miie , or will things get betta & yoos finally understand y ii've been making such a big fuss on da littleless things dat's happenin ? ii'll pray fer yoos turh owaes b save out der , no matter who ur with , & wadeva ur doing .. imysm when yoos replied , Labels: maybe just maybe .. |
