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Friday, October 31, 2008 [♥] 8:11 PM
 problems ? every1 hab dem .. every1 hab turh face dem .. but jus wen yoos tot dat things are almost gettin betta , ur wrong .. other things came up & strike yoos agaen .. ytd , on oct 30th abt 4 in da mid-murniin , ii was drowned with my nightmares . trust miie , iiwas so very scared , dat ii cried . ii cried so hard , dat ii cud hardly stop my tears frm fallin . lyk da heavy rain . den , sum 'things' happened . my heart beat pumped so fast lyk as if iim facing death . ii kant think of a word dat cud described my feelings dat nyte/murniin .. ii hid under my blankey , dunnoe wad else turh do . since ii've owaes been thinkin of yoos , ii tried turh give yoos a call .. thought dat maybe yoos could console miie & make miie feel betta with ur words , lyk yoos owaes do , dis tyme ii was wrong .. yoos seemed , different . ii hung up da phone cus ii dun wanna make things worst between us . afta all this while .. thought yoos were goina call back , but god .. darn it , unfortunately , ii was so wrong agaen .. ii didnt hear anything frm yoos afta dat . jus a text message frm yoos which turh miie it reads : ''he doesnt seem turh care ..'' *speechless* dunnoe wad else turh sae . Dear , Maybe it’s my confusion , Maybe that’s what is causing this intrusion .. I love you that I promise you , And this I just can’t do : Hurting you , is something unbearable , It’s something that to me , is intolerable .. I love you, but this fear inside , Is something I am unable to hide . You hurting me , Is something I do not want to see .. If I give you my heart , Will you simply rip it apart ?? Or will it stay yours forever more ?? Maybe it’s my confusion , That is causing this intrusion .. I love you that I promise you . But this fear inside , Is something that I cannot hide ... What do you know ? You've done it again With selfish words , you try to explain .. I'm deeply sorry , for I cannot hear straight .. Through all the bullsh*t , your words suffocate .. Yea , I should have known better , Things could have been better .. I want to just walk , walk right into your life But please , one more favor : retrieve your blunt knife .. For my back is still aching , my mind now infected By the poison of words , your mouth has injected .. You do your best to show me love But you dont know what love is. Fainting spells & Breaking Dawn. These constituted my day today. Problems are mostly left unsettled God, I should have known better .. Why can't things just be better ? Labels: wrong agaen .. |
