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Tuesday, December 09, 2008 [♥] 2:54 PM
 dearest damn diary ... if dey're askin , den ii'll jus sae it .. no point hiding , gotta face it indeed . But ii cant deal with relationships , iim at a point in my lyfe where ii need space .. iim at the point where ii want to be free , iim so sorry ii cant even look at your face .. met you dat dae , ii wanted turh look awae .. you gave me such a perfect smile , iim glad ii met you fer awhile .. ii know ii will regret this and ii know wad iim letting go of .. iim letting go of the best thing ii'd ever had , this feeling ii have is so aching and sad .. Dont forget me your my only true love , But i cant drag it on , Its not what ii want .. my friends r all GONE , and iI feel so alone and bad .. Promise you wont be mad . We can still be friends , ii'll always be here .. Remember iim a phone call away . ii cant even stand to see myself in the mirror .. That day ii felt your pain and listened to what you had to say , and ii realized im not right for you . Your to good to be true .. Your everything ii'd ever need , But nothing can be perfect .. I care for you , i really do .. Dont say ii dont and dont say ii never did .. iim sitting here crying over you , i love you so much that ii just dont .. Please understand me And please will you see Your not right for me ii guess , we arent meant to be .. der we hab it .. laughs .. sry ii totally 4gort turh write abt hym .. ii jus dun wanna think of da past & cry maself alone , once agaen .. if cud measure my tears dat ii've shed all dis while , maybe ii cud make da whole universe rain darn so heavily .. lols XD laughs . ii've lost everything , ii wan my fwens back .. ii admit ii was rong .. iim sry , iim truly veri sry .. it all happened so fast .. jus in blink of an eye , avrything jus came turh an end .. why kant ppl cum & stae ? why MUST dey cum & go ?? Labels: tears behind a smile |
