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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 [♥] 2:43 PM
 Okays , ii simply jus kant take it anymore . stop sayin it . stop sayin wad ? idk !? waet , shud ii sae it ? shud ii tell da truth ? or maybe ii shud jus continue hiding under my blankey ?? but ii never fail turh put on my act all dis while . sigh , 4get it .. wads da use anywaes ? well here ii m .. erni , jus da a normal average gerl who kant seem turh accept da fact dat sumthing;s over .. the end . der are obviously no more pages on da end of da last chapter .. all dats left , are da memories dat dat never change . moving on is lyk a sin .. every step ii take , trying turh run awae made miie fall into traps which prevents miie frm lettin go . no words cud describe da pain & hurt dat ii hab turh endure all dis while .. wad hurts more den dis ? trying so hard turh be happie fer someone who doesnt seem turh be affected at all . it was all too sudden .. but ii gotta face it . ii noe god will keep miie strong . I still catch myself missing you , Wondering how you doing and I'm still thinking of you I wonder why you're still going through my mind It's not painful it's just a bit sad sometimes I feel like you left me with a disability , Unable to go through life without you . Sometimes I feel solid while my inside is empty , Regretfully I still might love you , I wanna forget you really .. Mind starts slipping , drifting off into day dreams about us , what was us and what became you and I Our relationship had to die Look at all the obstacles we went through together , Yet we both knew deep inside we won't last forever We were stubborn and ignored our minds , We wanted to be together so we believed we were right I look back at everything that happened , And I'm tilting my head to the side wondering what happened ? Why did those things come up between us , Was it a test ? I wonder if it was all a game to some envious team And it was a game then tell me who won then , I'm ready to give it my all if there's something left I never like to lose, I ought to be the best , That's why I keep going till there's nothing left Or I'll die way after I breathed my last breath There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears Labels: from da bottom of my heart |
