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Friday, June 12, 2009 [♥] 10:24 PM
   dearest damn diary ... Damn ? Wadda hell happened ?? Turh whom this may concern , read it once , read it twice , it's all da truth , no more lies .. To An old Friend : I dunno what happened between us . We were friends since elementary schools . You were even my classmate back den .. Bestfriends ? Wasnt dat wad you called 'us' wen we wen out just ealier dis year in our pict ? I dun understand babe .. In wad damn confusin way have i ever offended you ? I know sumhow wad happened lately had strucked you cus wen he asked , you just gotta tell hym da truth . But blaming you ? Fer my 'bloody relationship' ? o.o ? Dats wen you are wrong . I swear i never fking.hell.shit blamed you fer all da misfortunes dat happened turh my 'bloody relationship' . Cus i know dat wtv happened inder , was completely MY fault . Yea , iim da one who responsibly tore down dat whole damn bloody thing . & wen i did , i NEVER EVER mentioned ur named fer da cause of it . & da other day wen i 'nicely talked' turh you & asked you abt hym , its cus i tot we cud go back turh being friends again . I mean , you were right der just in front of miie . I was cluelessly wantin turh noe da truth . So i asked . But yet ....................' To Someone Innocent ? You called urself my jie . Comin turh miie & tellin miie abt da quarrels you had between ur friends . I was just ur listenin ear . But bcus of dat , I even blindly started turh dislike ur friends after knowing wad dey did turh you . You said you HATED her . Cus she can never keep things turh herself . You said she & another always started bitching abt miie . You claimed dat you had turh sumhow 'pretend' turh hate miie just so dat you cud fit in . You blamed another fer makin us drift apart . You said dat she always asked if you were going turh find miie or not . You find dat irritarin ? I wasnt in ur shoes . im sorry , ii had no idea . Wad do you take miie for ? You wen turh miie wen dey all turn you down . &n now wen you finally 1 of dem , you didnt call nomore .. Its shameful wen ppl ask . So do you actually 'pretend' turh be good turh miie all dis while just so dat you cud feed dem with my livings & hoping you'd fit in as their little sister ?? sighh .. To The Other Somebody : you sum1 i dun really noe dat well . We've seen each other almost everyday but its just as similar turh seeing da same stranger again & again . I find you friendly lookin . im not pretty , ur just sayin dat . I knew you were sum1 nice . But i guess you dun wanna take da chance turh noe miie well so you hated miie . ALOT . Well iim sry ii kant stop wtv ur thinking . But wad were you tryina say wen ii confused you & indirecly trying break ur friendship up ? im lost der . I really dunno wad you were talkin abt . I had no idea why were you thinking wad you were thinking . I didnt mean no harm . I just wanna make peace . To The Older One : I thought we've made things clear wen we were friends back once again dat day ? You had miie soo into lyking you . We wen 'studying' sumtyms & we talked lyk crazy . I trusted you . Seriously . I thought we made it clear dat wtv we had in conversation , stays on our mind . Not lettin it out . You hated miie , yet you pretended . Just wad do you wan frm miie ? I looked up turh you , i love ur smile . I wonder why do you still keep calling my name wen you see miie . I dunno wads on ur mind but i noe dat wtv things ii've said , dey never stay der . They travelled through ur mouth wen ur with dem . I never really had da chance turh clear things out . Everything dey heard , dey believe . Just w/o even asking . Wad's da point of lying wen it's over ? Story twistin was no game . Sumtymes ii did dat too . In fact , ii did at ALOT . Fer da sake of not hurtin sum . Not defending myself . Labels: Just what is happening ... |
