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Saturday, July 11, 2009 [♥] 9:58 PM
dearest damn diary ... Gosh . ii cudnt sleep last night . So ii had mum turh stay up with miie . At 2am , she was at da door .. When ii heard her cumin in , ii rushed turh her as tears filled my eyes . She dropped her bag & hugged miie . Took miie turh da dinner table & we had 'the talk' . ii used turh hate it . But last night , she was my bestfriend . Everything felt , okay . She remembered you . She was der turh look down woth miie as candles you made flew off by da wind . When you replied miie da past few days , ii knew it . ii knew . Smth was wrong right den . idk . ii thought it shud be fine cus der ought turh be smth better fer you after we came through . Mum woke miie up , she had turh go turh work . & she gave miie 80bucks with a kiss on my forehead ^ She told miie turh clear my mind out . So ii head down turh town , alone . Juying Sec was der . Dance off ? Smth lyk dat . Danial was darn so nervous wen he saw miie . Chill aye bro ? You did well . Town , was da wrong place . Everywhr ii look , ppl walking hand in hand . At 6 , head back turh jurong , turh get Yasmin outta her hse xD Dinner tym . Control station , 0727 . Had fate wanted miie turh always rmb you&keep makin miie go depress over you ? You were der . Violet tee , Yellow pants . ii wanted turh smile cus ii really kinda had my mind cleared out . But unfortunately , you jus walked away pretending ii wasnt even der . Had dinner at Swensens , guess wad ii had ? Plain cold drink , foolstop . ii was onda urged turh rain . Was on ur page a minute ago , ii oticed how much ii really influenced you . You used alot of my words . ii smiled in tears . "You deserved what is coming turh you. She loved you so much. Like ii said , ii can never be compared turh her. ii know .." You have all my blessings . With love . Labels: All that's left |
